i wake up every morning expecting to see my mom. i still can’t believe she’s gone. i expect to see her when i get home, but she’s not there. it’s like a piece of me has been taken away and i can never get it back. i just wish i can see her again and hug her and tell her i love her, but i can’t. i just miss her so much and it kills me that she won’t see me graduate, see me get married, see me have kids. i just miss her so much
i’ve gone through so much over the last year starting back in the summer of last year. break ups, betrayal, the loss of a friendship, and just day to day teenage drama. But there has always been one person who was ALWAYS there for me to offer advice: my mom.
but she’s gone now…..
i miss her so much and i just still can’t believe that she was taken away from me. but i know she’s in a better place now, not suffering from the pain she was feeling days before her death.
my mom had high hopes and dreams for me. she was proud of the strong and independent person i’ve become and she always told me to stand up for myself and to prove people wrong about whatever they hear about me. i used to shake this off, saying “yea yea”. but now that she’s actually gone, i’m going to make her proud by being everything she wanted me to be and more. from this point on, i live my life for her.
seeing how my mother impacted so many people around her, even my friends, is so touching and i am so proud to call her my mom because of the way she has influenced the lives of so many around her. not a day goes by where i don’t think about her.
never take anything for granted. things happen suddenly and unexpected in life, so you have to live life to its fullest. “yolo” as people say. that is what i take away from her death, and i hope those who read this are inspired to do the same.
rest in paradise mommy.
yup. pretty much sums it up
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